Tuesday, October 28, 2008

What a day!

This few days i felt so stress and hectic...especially today. This week is my study week for my final exam starting on 3rd November. Plus, I have been busying with my application stuff, running here and there like an idoit thanks to those people. Today i have been cursing more than i used to be usually ..haha.....thanks to them who always made excuses to do their job and responsibilities as though they receive their payment for what they should do!!!! Not just by giving excusses and make us run here and there just like an idot... "you have to get approval and certified by own faculty lecturer first only can proceed to the next process.....bla bla bla....WHAT THE FU#k??!!! You are just a clerk and stop acting like you are the boss ...that is wan i mean by 'them'. Today really made me fed up with them because i am rushing for the application as this coming friday is the dead line for it..
I have been wondering why some of them thier attitude doesnt seem change much?? Anyway its over, in the end I manage to certify my stuff by one of my lecturer..thanks to her..but another obstacle is still waiting for me. I need to certify my cert from the head of linguistics..unfortunately they told me, she only available on this Thursday! oh my god.....May god bless she be around by tommorow or worst case scenario on thursday my last hope because i have to hand in the application by friday.... Hoping everything will gonna be smooth and well lar.
And i would like to apologise to my dear that i curse scolded and cursed them so much today...haha.. So sorry!! Just wish everything will be work as plan for us!! We just have to keep fighting and have faith in each other...
I have to stop here today. Gonna continue study for my final next week.....

Strive for final examination!!!!!! GO GO GO~~~~

Friday, October 24, 2008

The day of tommorow

Today is the very first day in my life to blog just like others. Ever since lastime, im definitely not the one who like to express feelings to others, my friends, even my family.... but i do felt each one needed thier own space to express it just like what i am doing right now..


Yesterday i have made a massive decision in my life...Im not sure wheather i have made a wrong or right decision? A lot of questions and uncertainty start to run in my mind..... i am wondering is others feel the same like me or they are not? In the end, decision have been made..hope god will bless me with faith, strength and courage to fight for what i have wanted for years.